Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Dearest
Hehehehehe hi people I'm at v's house right now !!!! She's bathing and so I'm just lazing around . Luckily she asked me to go to her house cos if not I wouldn't know what to do at home to . I'm bored to the max
talk to you later !
One of those nights.
9:40 PM
Absorb
Today was fun , exciting , thrilling . I'm beginning to enjoy v simple things in life to allow to know what I really want now . I realised how much I couldn't live without hearing my brother screaming , my mum's nagging , myself scolding my sis . I can't believe I'm saying this but I think home is the best place to be in , at least I don't feel scared and weird . I like today a lot becos time passed real fast . I don't know how much fun I had but it was amazing . I'm still enertaining myself w nothing but books becos it makes me really happy as for now . Ok I've a lot to post but suddenly I just lost it . I'm v busy at night as usual ~ So luv yguys !
To you :
I said I'll blog smt for you becos you make me v happy heheheh ~ Love you so damn much ok even though I don't know if you will be able to see this or not . And I can't wait for more fun and laughter w you ! : >
One of those nights.
5:26 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
Charge
I realised I haven't been blogging much these few weeks . I hope I'll start to blog often again which I highly doubt so . But whatever it is , I would like to say how excited I am for tmr . Tmr seemed to be the start of my release from whatever it is and I'm determined to make things right or at least seemed right . I'll put on a bright smile on my face and wear a presentable outfit and strolled slowly to the destination . Besides , my bro made us v proud of him today . He aced his subjects all of it w the highest score of 80 percent for some subjects . I saw my mum's face lit up just like how a candle is being lit up by a match-stick when I was asked to tell her the percentage using my detestable ugliest calculator. I certainly do recognise that smile as it was familiar to me when I scored an A1 for Chinese . Staring at her face intently, I realised she should have smile harder becos she wouldn't be able to smile like this a few months later .
This para is to kris and I hope you do see it :
Happy Bday , I'm sorry I didn't msg on ytd as I had other stuffs on . I've written everything I want to say to you ytd on that bday letter of mine . I'm so glad I gave it to you like 2 months earlier as I knew I would somehow forget . And thus here's wishing you happy bday again and I love you so much , even till now .
Now now , look at her she's glowing .
One of those nights.
6:11 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Action
There are times in which I tried to delete my blog . But it failed . I can't bring myself to do it even when I really hate the way things are or detest myself so much , I can no longer hide . And thus , I'm keeping this blog for now at least . Ok , I still have one more paper to go which is chem p1 . I keep my fingers cross the last paper would be really cool so yupp . And right now , I'm going to be on the com 24/7 becos I want to plan stuffs for my hols . I don't want it to be ridiculously stupid and wasting all of my time away and so I'm going to make it really enriching . Let's start from the things in which I've been dying and wanting to do in all my life . Perhaps things like dance , learning a new language or trying to lose 10 kg would be a great way to start w. Besides I say this will be new , new . I'm going to forget all those fucked up unpleasant stuffs . I can't wait , I can't wait ~
Sorry , blame it on pms
One of those nights.
8:56 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
And
I thought I would be somebody , somebody whom I didn't know
In the end , I questioned myself , again
One of those nights.
7:11 AM
Friday, October 30, 2009
How could I tell you
One of those nights.
11:42 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Fragile
I'm not going to blog a lot , all I want to say is thankyou , thankyou for sending me a gift filled w nothing but yr sincerity and love , thankyou for always being there for me so when I break down like fuck I know who to turn to , thankyou for blogging on yr blogs to encourage me to continue this journey becos yguys would be w me mentally , thankyou for letting me know I'm not alone through this period
Thanks for not letting me die earlier
This post is to valencia , sofea , my mum , my sis , my father , my bro and to all the people who care and love me
One of those nights.
8:16 PM
